#91

*HideousMonologue*

Lega da lepaskn smua kat ibu... today is all miserable...
Yes, sy anak ibu. sgt rapat ngan ibu.
ngan ibu je la pun nk bercerita.. i told her everything.
including my crush, peeps who done bad things to me, person who supernice to me.
all i told her. she is my inspiration.
thank god she is really supportive.
she is da only one who never condemned me when everytime i told her my problems..
how i miss my home rite now!

damn dis feeling, Go to hell pls, TQ..

#50

*HideousMonologue*

Disappearing?

Should I care?

Even if I want to care,

I have no right to do so.

Even deep inside,

I miss u damn much!

#41

*HideousMonologue*

F.A.T.E

Don't confuse your feelings for mine.

I'm happy yet i cry.

I have fun yet I'm serious.

I play yet i study.

I have feelings yet I'm heartless.

I am human yet i have made my mistakes.

I believe in second chances yet i believe not everyone deserves them.

I believe in true love yet not everyone finds it.

#25

*HideousMonologue*

Mata

Hati

Benak

Fikiran

Perasaan

Semua obses dengan kau.

Semua tentang kau.

Semua sekali la.

Penat la macam ni.

O.B.S.E.S

p/s: Nasib baik Telinga x termasuk skali~

#24

Day #12

*HideousMonologue*

P.E.N.D.A.M

rasanya sakit yang amat
ditahan makin pedih memilu jadinya
lebih dasyat dari ditiggalkan
lebih parah dari dilukai
dalamnya tertanam membuatkan kesukaran bertambah
memendam umpama menanam duri
meluah umpama aku membunuh diri
kata pujangga
"biarkan yang tertanam menjadi bangkai
dan mereput bersama isi tanah yang lain"
3tahun berlalu, aku menanti ia mereput
masih menanti terus menanti
di pertambahan angka hidup ini
aku masih menanti ia mereput
dan melangkah layu
cuba melepaskan
aku cuba.

#23

*HideousMonologue*

Goodbye

Should be sayin' that to you by now, shouldn't I?

Layin' down the law that I live by,

Though maybe next time

I've got a thick tongue,

Brimming with the words that go unsung

Simmer then the burn for a someone,

A wrong one

And I tell myself to let the story end,

My heart will rest in someone else's hand

My 'why not me?' philosophy began,

And I say

Ooh, how'm I gonna get over you?

I'll be alright, just not tonight

Someday, oh I wish you'd want me to stay

I'll be alright, just not tonight,

Someday

Maybe is a vicious little word that can slay me

Keep me when I'm hurting and make me,

Hang from your hands

Well, no more,

I won't beg to buy a shot at your back door

If I make it at the thought of you, what for?

It's not me anymore

And I'm not the girl that I intend to be,

I dare you darling, just you wait and see

But this time not for you but just for me,

And I say

Ooh, how'm I gonna get over you?

I'll be alright, just not tonight

Someday, oh I wish you'd want me to stay

I'll be alright, just not tonight,

Someday

Say it's coming soon,

Someday without you,

All I can do

Is get me past the ghost of you,

Wave goodbye to me,

I won't say I'm sorry,

I'll be alright

once I find the other side of someday

Oohoohooohoohooh...

Oohoohooohoohooh...

Ooh, how'm I gonna get over you?

I'll be alright, just not tonight

Someday, oh I wish you'd want me to stay

I'll be alright, just not tonight,

Someday

#22

*HideousMonologue*

R.A.I.N.2.G.O.A.W.A.Y

It's raining, It's pouring..

slippers instead of sandals.

Hujan kat luar, Banjir kat dalam.

Hujan seolah2 menari mengejek aku.

Betul ke wahai sang hujan?

Adakah esok akan ada lagi sinar untuk aku?

#20

Day #11


*Regretting*

I.B.U.n.A.Y.A.H

If I'm asking something,

would both of you agree?

I can't stand this anymore.

I need to go away from this place.

A far.. Far away.

Please let me go..

When the time is come,

I'll come back to both of you.

#19

*HideousMonologue*

S.H.O.E.S

aku taip , aku padam.

 aku ulang banyak banyak kali.

 aku tak tahu rasa apa yang aku ada. aku nak tulis pasal dia , pasal cinta .

 tapi aku tak ada.

 aku tak ada dia , aku tak ada cinta.. 

lama sangat aku jadi setia. 

setia pada rasa yang aku sendiri tak kuasa nak endah.

 rasa suka , rasa rindu rasa selesa yang dibuat buat hanya sebelah diri aku saja.

 aku rasa aku jahat dengan diri tapi aku sendiri tak boleh kejam dengan hati.

akal aku kata berhenti, hati aku kata tunggu lagi.

akal atau hati , yang mana lebih menguasai?

 buat masa ini aku memilih untuk tidak memilih. 

mungkin nanti.. ..

#17

*HideousMonologue*

What if??

I die first.

Will u visit my grave?

What if??

I die first.

Will u still remember me?

What If??

I die first.

Will you ever pour rose water to my grave?

What if you dont?

P.A.S.T

#16

Day #10

You changed.

I changed.

He changed.

She changed.

They changed.

We changed.

Thus,

P.E.O.P.L.E C.H.A.N.G.E.D

#14

Day #4 - Day #8

"The Way I Am"

If you were falling, then I would catch you.

You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.

And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.

Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.

And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.

Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.

And you take me the way I am.

You take me the way I am.

You take me the way I am. 

I.N.G.R.I.D

#10

S.E.A.L.E.D


Hati da tertutup untuk kali ke-2.
Harapan?
Impian?
Semua tinggal kenangan.

So Long YOU.

So, skang da leyh flirt2, main2 mata, n whatsoever~