#148

*HideousMonologue*


Do not cry.

Don't cry young girl,

you can make it through this world

forget what everyone thinks

so shy, so unheard.

I've been there,

Not a good feeling.

No time at all,

silently healing.

I'm not good with words,

nor with actions.

But if you went for it,

imagine their reactions.

p/s: Missing someone

#147

*HideousMonologue*

T_T

Gap is wider now.....
Am I uncomprehended child?
How to act like I dont Care?
It will obviously shown.

Can I go anywhere else instead of home?

T_T

#146

*HideousMonologue*

After several wishes, alhmdulillah.

This baby is turning 26!!! huhuh. 26?? huhuh can't even accept it at the first time. Well, there is someone said to me that "Age is just a number" Okay! I will keep that saying. :p


I don't need with the celebrations or even the presents. It is just a simple but meaningful wish from someone that I care and love beside my family. Thank you. You know who you are.

Well, chin up lil baby. Face all those circumstances with open heart. You can do it baby!


p/s: It is January dude! T_T

#145

*HideousMonologue*


Woke up this morning with sad feeling because of the phone call. Life must go on!

Took a bath, get ready for work. Suddenly heard of children's crying and the great shouting from both daddy and child. What on earth have you been thinking, shouting early in the morning in front of others house?

Then daddy called mama and said "Pukul 7:30 ke 8:30 ni? hai. bengang betol. Ni anak awk buat hal plak xnk trun. Menyusahkan hidup je la"

To daddy, please be reasonable and muster all the patience when you are dealing with kids. Not all the kids are easy to handle. 

I was wondering. can my future other half has the patience to deal with kids? Ya Allah, I was afraid that I will get someone like this daddy this morning. Ya Allah, Please grant me to have someone who love kids and have a little patience with them. That's all I can ask for.


p/s: Can I sleep the whole day today?

#144

*HideousMonologue*

These two just perfectly fit together

It is just perfect

Perfect with the current circumstances

"Let the bough break, let it come down crashing.

Let the sun fade, out to a dark sky" ~SB; the blessed unrest

P/s: for u?