#99

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serasanya aku penat ...

penat berharap .

penat mengharap .

penat untuk menyayangi .

penat sungguh ,

sebelumnya keajaiban berlaku ..

datang dia lalu berbisik ....

"sayanglah pada saya seorang ,

 takperlu pada orang lain "

lalu ......................

lembaran lama dikoyak ....

Credit to Cma Weyh

#98

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#97

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Emotionally: I'm done.

Mentally: I'm drained.

Spiritually: I feel dead.

Physically: I smile.

#96

*HideousMonologue*

"One man's agony is another man's joy."

 What do u expect? who are u to be treated so royalty? till all of the people need to please you everyday, everytime. well, juz reflect yourself first before expecting more to others. well, nobody is perfect, even you are not perfest. so stop being too fussy dude. u r no perfect, they are not perfect. I'm not perfect. Provocation will lead to hurt. so if you dont want to be hurt, stop provoking others. i hate provocation. thus, i'll hate you~

#95

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Optimist.. it is one of the +ve words that they always use in their life. Who are they?? sape2 la yg trase diri tu sentiasa bersikap optimist. optimist tu memang bagus. tp x sentiasa kita akan rase good vibe bile kite bersifat optimis sentiasa.. kadang2, terasa rimas ngan org yg terlalu optimist.. sentiasa nk optimist. Kena marah ngan cikgu, anggap ada hikmah kna marah. kalau dak, x displin la.. dapat markah rendah dalam test pun duk redha kata ada hikmah markah rendah. Bukan nak kate x bersyukur or nk salah kan takdir. tp before nk redha and kata ada hikmah bagai tu, kna la tunjukkan ade usaha or effort kearah kebaikan. ni x, xde buat pape penambahbaikan pun. bile da kna musibah, tetap nk redha.. please la. jgn jadik bullshitting sgt. well, kadang2 memang i de jugak duk kate2 redha bagai. tp cepat2 sedar. x study sgt tp bile part result tu nk sedapkan hati punye pasal sanggup ckp ade hikmah allah x bagi markah tinggi sebb x nk bg bangga diri.. dable bulshit! hahah~ xpela, at least cepat la sedar. Optimist sgt pun x bagus. Optimist yg datang dengan usaha, then tawakal baru btol, bukan x usaha pape, nk optimist.. and do not being pessimistic! orang akan annoying with u if u do so..

so, morale of da story, susah kau nak puaskan hati homosapien ni.. buat itu x leyh, buat ini salah.. last2, sila duk dalam hutan, kawan ngan beruk!


p/s: abaikan rapikan yg x berasas di atas. ini gara2 pening membaca SE

p/s/s: sambil duk kesat2 hidung sbb selsema..

publish;

xoxoxo

t;

#94

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Happy? Yes I am..
Satisfy? Yes I am..

#93

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p/s: The best Semester ever with this timetable.. *sarcastic*

god luck putri nor atteya, u can do it!


xoxoxo;

A;

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#92

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Journey for the 8th and the final sem is officially start tomorrow.. FINAL YEAR STUDENT!

Kalau hang x brubah gak, x taw la nk ckp gu mana da.

Wish me luck my friends,

xoxo;

A;

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#91

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Lega da lepaskn smua kat ibu... today is all miserable...
Yes, sy anak ibu. sgt rapat ngan ibu.
ngan ibu je la pun nk bercerita.. i told her everything.
including my crush, peeps who done bad things to me, person who supernice to me.
all i told her. she is my inspiration.
thank god she is really supportive.
she is da only one who never condemned me when everytime i told her my problems..
how i miss my home rite now!

damn dis feeling, Go to hell pls, TQ..

#90

*DisgustingHideousMonologue*

What are you??
kenape x puas hati sgt?
Ingat da hebat sgt la duk mencarut kick and lick Ass tu?

You know what, u r really bulshit, stuck up, ignorant,bastard, n hideous man I've ever known.
I never ever met someone as bullshit as you.
you think u got that big back up, u gonna crash anybody anytime u want?
u r double bullshit!

I'm regretting for each and single thing i talked to u with.. even it is juz a size of germs...
I hope you can go to hell now.
that is my wish..
I hate Everything about you!

#89

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You better be Atteya!

#88

*HideousMonologue*


Missing?
I was bulshittin' if I said no..
Hell yeah, I was missing YOU..
But still, my ego wins over
Well, I already moved on.
Eventho it was hurt when it heals,
but it will all get better in time..

promise to myself, (well, it is worth of trying to promise myself over and over again.)
Do not being too obsessed,
just be strong,
no more unstable emotional,
and the most important thing,
no more falling through this things.

PROMISE ATTEYA??


xoxo;

A; *Influenced by Pretty Little Liars*

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#87

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awak da tue atteya azmi..

thanks to my girls, aina, mas, nani, ifa, k.nat, mira, n k.diah..

thanks to my sis mira and her bf merangkap my classmate, wan for the lovely present.. love both of u..

and last but not least, to ibu and ayah who i think really appreciate me as their only daughter.. love both of u..

well, for now need to attend this Linux thingy.. so please face it bravely ye cik teya~

mango mousse cake in the middle of Linux class.. =.=

Chin up, and smile,
everything is gonna be ok.. :)

well, pray for me guys.

<3 all of u..

xoxoxo,

T;

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p/s: tringat smthing, but.. forget bout it la..~

#86

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"Enough with the all crazy things I done in 2012 which involve telling other party, I fall for them. Rejection occur. I move on, I find someone. But better to keep to myself rather than telling them. Just be friend is nice rather than awkward conversation" ~maziahHanum2013

x perlu xplain lagi panjang lebar kowt kan.. those words are coming from me that i quoted from anum. thanks babe for such a wonderful status u shared at FB.

tomorrow is the first day of all.. berdepan dengan 33 students.. perghh... i was shaking..shivering..dying.. sme rase ade la.. xtaw nk kate pe ag da..

i just hoping that i can do my best tomorrow.

wish me luck guys..

xoxo,

T;

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p/s: influence dpd lisa surihani.. hekhekhek..~

#85

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New year..
new resolution..
new aim..

so, chin up and face the real world putri nor atteya!