#137

*HideousMonologue*

"It is hurt. But trying the very best to endure is the greatest effort we need to responsible with."

-Bad or Good?-

Is it bad or good for getting involved with the other company? Get along and doing things together is not a problem. But are you strong enough to bare with the future consequences? How I wish I can get everything that I want or planned accordingly. But I know that I can't do that. It might not in the fate that I was meant to be part of it, and it may be the opposite.

-Feelings?-

It was a lie if I  said that I don't feel anything. But still it is not that real good or strong feelings like before. I knew what was happened before, I knew I was never can be 'that' person. And yes, I can accept that. It is just that, the cares and love are still there. But by time goes by, I'll let them go. 

-Solution?-

Solution? Is there any solution at all? Can everything back to normal if I take the other act? Well, I have my own reason. It is not that I tried to impress other, but deep down inside of me I already care. Caring in terms of "Family Caring". I already being in love. love in terms of own mother. Please and please and please do not hate me because of that. I tried to avoid. But it seems it is not working at all. Why? Let it be our secret.

-Conclusion?-

All in all, I know that certain people are born with the caring and concern nature. I quote and rephrase, "Caring and concern habit did make people think wrongly" Yes it is. so after this I will be more careful. :)