#156

*HideousMonologue*

The car wasn't mine. I didn't enter the car instead of walking away from that place. You drove those car going inside the pond. What the hell! I was panicked. I asked the boy stay still and I just jump into the pond. What the hell i was thinking. You have sit inside the pond and smiling. You are out of your mind dude!

I pulled you over and yet you still can smile? Damn! I dont know how I can swimming so sudden. "Are you out of your mind? Do you want to die that badly? you laugh and laugh. I'm having a long sighed. Just stop it! Do you think this is a joking matter?"

"Well, at least i still know that you care for me. U saved me this time"

"Of course I care for you, you fool! You deserve someone better. Good bye. Have a good life. I will always pray for your happiness."



The end..

Farewell

God knows when we shall meet again.

#155

*HideousMonologue*

There was me, C n her friend. I was babysitting my friend's boy as she need to go somewhere. We are trying to get something to eat for dinner. After we order ours, and when we are about to enter the diner, I heard those voices that I damn miss so much. I was peeking and yes, it was them. The whole family are there. Tears are going to fall. But I tried with all my might to refrain them.

I'd told C that we are going to another diner to have dinner. Maybe our conversation has caught up their attention and they began to realize and recognize us.  I'd told her to go take the car as we will not having dinner here. While waiting for them, I just sat around the little pond nearby while watching the kid.

Someone coming from behind of me. It was you. I was glad to meet you. But in a meantime I was so sad. Thinking that we are never have any chance together. Tried to went away. But u said that u will leave after giving the pack of plastics. It was the food that we have ordered before! He said this is ur food. Please do not waste them just because of me. I have put the others packages inside the car and you don't have to wait for C as I asked her to go home. I was speechless. It wasn't my car. I don't know whose car is it..

To be continued...

Trying hard to reach out

But when I tried to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here

But something felt so wrong here

So I prayed I could break away