#123

*HideousMonologue*

Came across my mind. We have had our breaking fast together with arwah cukoi. He is one of the best mate ever. But, allah loves him more than us. He took cukoi from us. But i will remember each and everything that you have adviced me about being a relationship. Eventho he is your bestest friend, but you never mention bout him in front of me. U gave me some motivational words to keep moving on after highschool graduation. I remembered one day while we're in matriculation. U called me and warned me bout do not answer any phone calls from him. But i let you down by answering them and once again im so bloody stupid. You was mad at me, but at the end you just warn me and adviced me for do not letting my guard down. I hate to say that you are right koi. I did that again. Going into that suffer phase once again is damn so suffocate me. But still you are there for me. Without any fail everyday you are checking me out. You're the best buddy. Thanks a lot koi. May you rest with allah koi. We love u so much. Here koi, anum n me missing u so badly. We ate for you those pizza and BR that you like so much. Alfatihah..