#126

*HideousMonologue*

**9 years back..

"Mcm mane lau family awk da tentukan someone untk awk. And someone tu yg awk knal?"

"Of course i'll say no. Kn sy syg awk sorg je"

"Tp dy ni anak kawan ayah awk. Mesti dy nk awk dgn anak kawan dy kn."

"Trust me. I will still choose you.."

**nowadays

"Mcm mane lau family awk da tentukan someone untk awk. And someone tu yg awk knal?"

"Sy ikut mane yg terbaik je."

Morale of the arguments, do not trust to those reverse psycho and provocation for certain peeps that such pain in the a**.

#125

*HideousMonologue*


SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN DPD ATTEYA DAN FAMILY. :)

today is the final day that we need to prepare for the eidul fitri preparation. Those rice cakes, peanut gravy, beef rendang, ketupat palas, smbal sotong, lodeh, and last but not least, ayam masala. Perghh.. malaysian i ls malaysian when it comes to festival and foods. Well those food is kinda must have food on hari raya day for our family. Ayah requested to us all of that as he wants to eat them.

I was so damn tired today. My waist seems like to break into 2. This year i cooked all of them yes. Im the one cooked them. Hopefully its going to be edible.

All settle. And tonight we will iron all the clothes for tomorrow. And really, i feel like dying. Help me!